I Have To Remind Myself
How can we ignore
What we're feeling
Why do we keep on trying
When we keep on failing
It's not worth it anymore
Everyday being sad
Why do I want to be with you
When trying hurts so bad
The fighting everyday
That easily start
The hurtful comments
The broken hearts
Watching you watch others
Know that you're wishing
That at the end of the day
He's who you're kissing
You dont love me anymore
You just wont admit
That you like I
Know it
When i think about others
I feel so guilty
I wonder how you were able
To do that to me
I know it was a long time ago
But I can not forget
Especially since I have so much more
Shit to deal with
All those named
And all those lies
All those comparisons
With other guys
All those mean things
You would say
I remember
Like it was yesterday
And some times
I have to
Remind myself
That I still love you