I Know And See All
Today's a new day
I need to find a new way
I get no answers
When I bow my head and pray
I have tried everything
That I can think to try
I have cried every tear
Now my soul seems dry
I don't care much about others
Care even less about me
I seem to get pleasure
Out of my own misery
If there's no actual reason
I can find
I go and make up shit
In my own mind
Whether it's due
To my overwhelming insecurity
Of just because of progressing
Insanity
These voices in my head
Tell me that others see
All the lies and the
Horrible in me
They make me hate
For no reason at all
They don't try to lift me up
Just watch me fall
They make me want to kill
With rage that has no end
They make me turn my back
On my own best friends
They make me do things
That I don't want to do
They make me believe things
That I know aren't true
From simple lust
Turned to deadly hate
I know the reasons
Why she's always late
I know why they're looking
And I know what they'll see
I know what she
Thinks of me
I hate her
For shit she didn't do
I'm going to hurt her
For shit that isn't true
I'm going to make her pay
For things she didn't say
I'm going to kill her
For making me feel this way