I Can't Make Myself Leave
She was always
A May to December bitch
I can't seem
To remember which
Reason I
Entered her hips
Or let her
Use her lips
Always left over
Garbage
Fucking every guy
She came into contact with
I tried to over look that
But she just used me
I tried to love her
But she abused me
With her 30 year old guys
From friendships of benefit
Now matter how hard I tried
She wouldn't bring an end to it
Sleazy bitch
The worst liar in the world
Why the fuck
Do I still love this girl
I don't remember one time
When she was good to see
I can't remember one thing
She would do for me
Just bring hurt
And always forget
Just fuck around
And lie about it
She was never good enough
For the abuse
She was never pretty enough
What's the use
Maybe if she was more beautiful
And someone I know I couldn't get
It would have been worth going through
All of that shit
Why can't things go back
The way they were
Back when I
Didn't know her
It's probably he who haunts me
From beyond his grave
I thought I had the last word
But he still gets his way
Fucking my life over
When he was alive
Fucking my life over
Long after he died
Still sick of the memories
From which he stunk
You know what they say
About the children of a drunk
So she cheats on me
Because she's a fucking whore
She walks on me
And I ask for more
She says she's not fucking anyone
And I believe
I know she's fucking everyone
But I can't make myself leave