This Depression
This depression
Is ripping through me
Look at what you
Fucking do to me
I'm so fucking sorry
You ever knew me
I'm so fucking sorry
It took so long to get through to me
I should have seen it
When you wouldn't hug me
I should have known it
By what you thought of me
Always acting
Like you're above me
I should have known
You never loved me
Or at the same time
I loved you
When you wanted to love
I didn't want to
When I loved you
You didn't want to
Now I fucking
Hate you
I thought with my dick
And not with my head
I should have seen
Where it would've lead
But I loved you
In-fucking-stead
But I hate you
For everything you said
You hurt me
Because you didn't give a damn
You were embarrassed
Now I am
You said I
Wasn't much of a man
I said I
Wish I stopped it before it began
Now I just want to
Push you away
But you only leave
When I want you to stay
There's no more trust
You can betray
There's nothing left
For you to say
This depression
Is ripping through me
Look at what you
Fucking do to me
I'm so fucking sorry
You ever knew me
But at last
It got through to me